Hurts to Have, Worries When Wanting It

 Something that's everywhere and not where at all.

A lasting touch, fading into a memory. 

A nightmare.

A longing.

A begging. 

A crying. 

A regret.

A fire that fuels a smoldering ash.

A missed detail of your favorite story.

Hated for being so loving.

Something filled with shame done solo.

Consuming it burns, searing the skin. 

Sex destroys because it breeds life. 

Location: Fort Myers, FL, USA

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